9 Weeks To Live
a death & rebirth initiation to save your life for the benefit of all beings
"What do you want? More than anything, deep in the heart of your being, what do you want?
If you surveyed your time on this earth from a deathbed, what would really matter to you?
What are the memories that would engender the peace of nothing essential left undone, a life well lived?”
Practicing death while you are still alive is one of the most powerful ways to activate presence, ground alignment and awaken deeper gratitude for your life.
This 3-part initiation will support you in a safe, loving and potent container to bring your death closer as a direct path to fall more truly in love with your life.
Anyone who commits to the process can expect to receive deep gifts, and you'll leave with practices that you can continue to cultivate and grow into for the rest of your years.
View '9 Weeks To Live' testimonial video
This course could be a good fit for you if:
You are committed to bringing your gifts through, in the way only you can do, for humanity and all of life on this earth
You are someone who has others counting on you to show up and be steady and you know that in order to do this you need to be even more anchored in your integrity, your inspiration, and your capacity
You value trustworthy containers and deep practices to help you ground, integrate, and be accountable to your insights
You want to harvest the most important medicine from the death and rebirth of any transitions you are going through
“A love has opened me up in ways that I didn't think was possible” ~ TN
You are committed to bringing your gifts through, in the way only you can do, for humanity and all of life on this earth
You are someone who has others counting on you to show up and be steady and you know that in order to do this you need to be even more anchored in your integrity, your inspiration, and your capacity
You value trustworthy containers and deep practices to help you ground, integrate, and be accountable to your insights
You want to harvest the most important medicine from the death and rebirth of any transitions you are going through
“A love has opened me up in ways that I didn't think was possible” ~ TN
During this 9 week initiation I will be sharing potent practices and focused mentoring in support of all the above.
On a personal level I have been truly impacted by these practices, the insights they provide about what truly matters, and the motivation they bring to have that clarity take root in my actions.
I am grateful to the teachers that have supported me in integrating these ways into the fabric of my life over the last 30 years and am passionate about bringing these initiations to anyone sincere and ready to deepen in their medicine for the benefit of all beings
“Your guidance has fundamentally altered the way in which I experience the world, and stimulated in me a sense of greater responsibility to connect with others to inspire change on a greater scale”. ~JB
Who would you be if you incarnated fully, aligned with your deepest passions, walking wholeheartedly in the world, honoring your yearnings, with nothing held back?
What are you here to give?
On a personal level I have been truly impacted by these practices, the insights they provide about what truly matters, and the motivation they bring to have that clarity take root in my actions.
I am grateful to the teachers that have supported me in integrating these ways into the fabric of my life over the last 30 years and am passionate about bringing these initiations to anyone sincere and ready to deepen in their medicine for the benefit of all beings
“Your guidance has fundamentally altered the way in which I experience the world, and stimulated in me a sense of greater responsibility to connect with others to inspire change on a greater scale”. ~JB
Who would you be if you incarnated fully, aligned with your deepest passions, walking wholeheartedly in the world, honoring your yearnings, with nothing held back?
What are you here to give?
I lead 9 weeks to live both one-on-one and in groups (men's groups and all gender groups).
If you would like to do this one-on-one please reach out via my contact form here.
Dates for the Fall 2025 9 week groups are below
Part One:
A 2 hour video call once a week for 4 weeks ~ Group discussion, guided meditations, embodied practices., and personalized mentoring on each call.
Part Two:
Ceremony ~ Midway through our 9-week journey, we’ll be meeting in-person for a 2 night retreat in Northern California, where you can directly experience the mystical gift of your life and release what no longer serves you.
Part Three:
Four more weekly video calls. Deep Integration, continued discussion and individual support. Ritual practices to help ground your insights and bring your gifts through to the world, in your daily life, and in your relationships.
To be eligible for this group, it is important that you for sure attend the first zoom call, the ceremony weekend, and the majority of the rest of the zoom calls. If you can't attend one of the zooms you'll be asked to leave a voice memo update to the group thread (which will be on signal app). The weekly zooms will be recorded so you'd be able to view and catch up with practices if you miss one.
If this process stirs your curiosity please reach via my contact form (link here) to let me know your interest and I’ll respond to set up an intro call to discuss whether this could be a match for you.
Currently accepting sign-ups for 2 'Nine Weeks To Live' groups beginning October 2025.
GROUP 1 Oct-Dec 2025 Men's group dates and meeting times:
Wednesday Oct 15: 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Oct 22: 6-8pm zoom
Monday Oct 27: 6-8pm zoom
In person ceremony in northern california Oct 31 to Nov 2
Wednesday Nov 5: 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Nov 12: 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Nov 19 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Nov 26 no meeting thanksgiving week
Wednesday Dec 3 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Dec 10 6-8pm zoom
Group 1 contribution: Earlybird $2550 if paid in full by 9/30 (payment plans also available spread over 4 months info below)
After 9/30 contribution is $2800
2. GROUP 2 Oct-Dec 2025 All gender group dates:
Tuesday Oct 21 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Oct 28 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Nov 4 6-8pm zoom
In person ceremony in Northern California Nov 14-16
Tuesday Nov 18 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Nov 25 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Dec 2 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Dec 9 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Dec 16 6-8pm zoom
Group 2 contribution: Earlybird $2550 if paid in full by 10/6 (payment plans also available spread over 4 months info below)
After 10/6 contribution is $2800
If you would like to do this one-on-one please reach out via my contact form here.
Dates for the Fall 2025 9 week groups are below
Part One:
A 2 hour video call once a week for 4 weeks ~ Group discussion, guided meditations, embodied practices., and personalized mentoring on each call.
Part Two:
Ceremony ~ Midway through our 9-week journey, we’ll be meeting in-person for a 2 night retreat in Northern California, where you can directly experience the mystical gift of your life and release what no longer serves you.
Part Three:
Four more weekly video calls. Deep Integration, continued discussion and individual support. Ritual practices to help ground your insights and bring your gifts through to the world, in your daily life, and in your relationships.
To be eligible for this group, it is important that you for sure attend the first zoom call, the ceremony weekend, and the majority of the rest of the zoom calls. If you can't attend one of the zooms you'll be asked to leave a voice memo update to the group thread (which will be on signal app). The weekly zooms will be recorded so you'd be able to view and catch up with practices if you miss one.
If this process stirs your curiosity please reach via my contact form (link here) to let me know your interest and I’ll respond to set up an intro call to discuss whether this could be a match for you.
Currently accepting sign-ups for 2 'Nine Weeks To Live' groups beginning October 2025.
GROUP 1 Oct-Dec 2025 Men's group dates and meeting times:
Wednesday Oct 15: 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Oct 22: 6-8pm zoom
Monday Oct 27: 6-8pm zoom
In person ceremony in northern california Oct 31 to Nov 2
Wednesday Nov 5: 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Nov 12: 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Nov 19 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Nov 26 no meeting thanksgiving week
Wednesday Dec 3 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Dec 10 6-8pm zoom
Group 1 contribution: Earlybird $2550 if paid in full by 9/30 (payment plans also available spread over 4 months info below)
After 9/30 contribution is $2800
2. GROUP 2 Oct-Dec 2025 All gender group dates:
Tuesday Oct 21 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Oct 28 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Nov 4 6-8pm zoom
In person ceremony in Northern California Nov 14-16
Tuesday Nov 18 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Nov 25 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Dec 2 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Dec 9 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Dec 16 6-8pm zoom
Group 2 contribution: Earlybird $2550 if paid in full by 10/6 (payment plans also available spread over 4 months info below)
After 10/6 contribution is $2800
To confirm your spot for either of these 9 week groups use the link below to pay a non-refundable deposit of $700
Balance will be due 2 weeks before the course start date unless you are requesting a payment plan.
If you pay your deposit during the Earlybird (by 2 weeks before the group start date), payment plans will be the $700 deposit plus $462.50/month for 4 months. If pay your deposit after earlybird ends, payment plans will be the $700 deposit plus $525/month for 4 months.
Click here to make payment where you can pay either with paypal balance, bank account or credit/debit card.
Reach out here if you need a different way to pay
Balance will be due 2 weeks before the course start date unless you are requesting a payment plan.
If you pay your deposit during the Earlybird (by 2 weeks before the group start date), payment plans will be the $700 deposit plus $462.50/month for 4 months. If pay your deposit after earlybird ends, payment plans will be the $700 deposit plus $525/month for 4 months.
Click here to make payment where you can pay either with paypal balance, bank account or credit/debit card.
Reach out here if you need a different way to pay
