9 weeks to live
a death & rebirth initiation to save your life for the benefit of all beings
"What do you want? More than anything, deep in the heart of your being, what do you want?
If you surveyed your time on this earth from a deathbed, what would really matter to you?
What are the memories that would engender the peace of nothing essential left undone, a life well lived?”
Practicing death while you are still alive is one of the most potent ways to activate presence, ground alignment and awaken deeper gratitude for your life.
This 3-part initiation will support you in a safe, loving and potent container to bring your death closer as a direct path to fall more deeply in love with your life. The group will be intimate with no more than nine participants.
Anyone who commits to the process can expect to receive deep gifts, and you'll leave with practices that you can continue to cultivate and grow into for the rest of your life.
This course could be a good fit for you if:
You are committed to bringing your gifts through, in the way only you can do, for humanity and all of life on this earth
You are someone who has others counting on you to show up and be steady and you know that in order to do this you need to be even more anchored in your integrity, your inspiration, and your capacity
You value trustworthy containers and deep practices to help you ground, integrate, and be accountable to your insights
You want to harvest the most potent medicine from the death and rebirth of any transitions you are going through
“A love has opened me up in ways that I didn't think was possible” ~ TN
You are committed to bringing your gifts through, in the way only you can do, for humanity and all of life on this earth
You are someone who has others counting on you to show up and be steady and you know that in order to do this you need to be even more anchored in your integrity, your inspiration, and your capacity
You value trustworthy containers and deep practices to help you ground, integrate, and be accountable to your insights
You want to harvest the most potent medicine from the death and rebirth of any transitions you are going through
“A love has opened me up in ways that I didn't think was possible” ~ TN
During this 9 week initiation I will be sharing potent practices and focused mentoring in support of all the above.
On a personal level I have been truly impacted by these practices, the insights they provide about what truly matters, and the motivation they bring to have that clarity take root in my actions.
I am grateful to the teachers that have supported me in integrating these ways into the fabric of my life over the last 30 years and am passionate about bringing these initiations to anyone sincere and ready to deepen in their medicine for the benefit of all beings
“Your guidance has fundamentally altered the way in which I experience the world, and stimulated in me a sense of greater responsibility to connect with others to inspire change on a greater scale”. ~JB
On a personal level I have been truly impacted by these practices, the insights they provide about what truly matters, and the motivation they bring to have that clarity take root in my actions.
I am grateful to the teachers that have supported me in integrating these ways into the fabric of my life over the last 30 years and am passionate about bringing these initiations to anyone sincere and ready to deepen in their medicine for the benefit of all beings
“Your guidance has fundamentally altered the way in which I experience the world, and stimulated in me a sense of greater responsibility to connect with others to inspire change on a greater scale”. ~JB
Part One:
A 2 hour video call once a week for 4 weeks.
Group discussion, embodied practices., and personalized mentoring on each call.
Part Two:
Ceremony
Midway through our 9-week journey, we’ll be meeting in-person for a weekend retreat in Northern California, where you can directly experience the mystical gift of your life and release what no longer serves you.
Part Three:
Four more weekly video calls. Deep Integration, continued discussion and individual support. Ritual practices to help ground your insights and bring your gifts into the world, your daily life, and your relationships.
The weekly zooms will be recorded so you'd be able to view and catch up with practices if you can't attend any of the calls. You'll also be able to leave me a voice memo before a zoom or if you can't attend and i'll respond to it on the call, and/or text if you have anything you want me to share on your behalf to the group
Currently accepting sign-ups for:
1. Men's group beginning Oct 8
2. Any gender group Oct 23
3. Men's group Feb 18
Dates and meeting times for these 3 groups at bottom of this page
If this process stirs your curiosity please reach via my contact form (link here) to let me know your interest and I’ll respond to set up an intro call to discuss whether this could be a match for you.
A 2 hour video call once a week for 4 weeks.
Group discussion, embodied practices., and personalized mentoring on each call.
Part Two:
Ceremony
Midway through our 9-week journey, we’ll be meeting in-person for a weekend retreat in Northern California, where you can directly experience the mystical gift of your life and release what no longer serves you.
Part Three:
Four more weekly video calls. Deep Integration, continued discussion and individual support. Ritual practices to help ground your insights and bring your gifts into the world, your daily life, and your relationships.
The weekly zooms will be recorded so you'd be able to view and catch up with practices if you can't attend any of the calls. You'll also be able to leave me a voice memo before a zoom or if you can't attend and i'll respond to it on the call, and/or text if you have anything you want me to share on your behalf to the group
Currently accepting sign-ups for:
1. Men's group beginning Oct 8
2. Any gender group Oct 23
3. Men's group Feb 18
Dates and meeting times for these 3 groups at bottom of this page
If this process stirs your curiosity please reach via my contact form (link here) to let me know your interest and I’ll respond to set up an intro call to discuss whether this could be a match for you.
Who would you be if you laid down all the procrastination and withholding?
Who do you need to heal with to be at peace on your deathbed?
Who would you be if you incarnated fully, aligned with your deepest passions, walking wholeheartedly in the world, honoring your yearnings,
with nothing held back?
What are you here to give?
Earlybird price for the 9 weeks is $2555 if paid in full by 3 weeks before group start date. After that the contribution is $2777
Payment Plans also available for any who need it - spread over 4 months @ $639/month = $2556 total
or spread over 6 months @ $463/month = $2778 total
(first payment needs to be made 3 weeks before group start date)
To reserve your spot click here to make payment where you can pay either with paypal balance, bank account or credit/debit card. Reach out if you need a different way to pay
Who do you need to heal with to be at peace on your deathbed?
Who would you be if you incarnated fully, aligned with your deepest passions, walking wholeheartedly in the world, honoring your yearnings,
with nothing held back?
What are you here to give?
Earlybird price for the 9 weeks is $2555 if paid in full by 3 weeks before group start date. After that the contribution is $2777
Payment Plans also available for any who need it - spread over 4 months @ $639/month = $2556 total
or spread over 6 months @ $463/month = $2778 total
(first payment needs to be made 3 weeks before group start date)
To reserve your spot click here to make payment where you can pay either with paypal balance, bank account or credit/debit card. Reach out if you need a different way to pay
Oct-Dec 2024 Men's group dates and meeting times:
Tuesday Oct 8 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Oct 15 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Oct 22 6-8pm zoom
Monday Oct 28 6-8pm zoom
In person ceremony in northern california Nov 1-3
Tuesday Nov 12 8 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Nov 19 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Nov 26 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Dec 3 6-8pm zoom
Group 1 contribution $2555 if paid before 9/15, or $2777 after
2. Oct-Dec 2024 Any gender group dates:
Wednesday Oct 23 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Oct 30 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Nov 6 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Nov 13 6-8pm zoom
In person ceremony in northern california Nov 15-17
Wednesday Nov 20 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Dec 4 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Dec 11 6-8pm zoom
Wednesday Dec 18 6-8pm zoom
Group 2 contribution $2555 if paid before 10/2, or $2777 after
3. Feb-Apr 2025 Men's group dates and meeting times:
Tuesday Feb 18 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday Feb 25 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday March 4 6-8pm zoom
Monday March 10 6-8pm zoom
In person ceremony in northern california March 14-16
Tuesday March 25 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday April 1 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday April 8 6-8pm zoom
Tuesday April 15 6-8pm zoom
Group 3 contribution $2555 if paid before Jan 18, or $2777 after
